lunch was a disaster

the attempt to talk to her and tell her my worries screwed up, and her answer was the more worse. I was eating halfway. Just stared at my lunch lifelessly and told myself to finish it.

in a fit of silent anger i bought a pint of Heineken. Hopefully with it, i can convince my inner self, to forget it.

- even if we tell her all true stories abt all these stuff she won't listen... until she experience it herself

- it's no use if u keep forcing it... you'll just hurt urself...

Fish Leong - 崇拜 - this song is special.