Saturday, April 19, 2008

family dinner

it's a dinner, not a celebration because my father was advised by my "gu ma" not to celebrate his birthday. It was on monday, but we decided to have it today instead.

my aunt and cousin+Johnny joined us too, i'm pleasantly surprised. I'd say a warming of relations, because of historical events. Hope that it'll remain this way.

initially we had problems looking for a table below my block, so we took 3 cabs to Blk 136. Then my father and i just ordered and ordered. A total of 9 dishes plus a big serving of ee mee. Our bill was so easy to recognise - the only bill that is overcrowded with pen markings.

Naughty nieces were there, nephew beside me

Johnny, 3rd aunt and my cousin


then back home, the women discussed about the younger days, which i can remember some:

- i cried lots; 1 infamous example was that i cried all the way through from the start of "wrapping" of zhong zi to the end. And my mum carried me to many mediums to ask what was wrong with me...

- cried too much that my father told my mum to tell me not to call him "papa", call him shu shu instead. Am i that bad..?

- i started talking later than others, which scared my mum. Years later, according to the school bus auntie, i was the most 'guai'. But i wished i was more chatty...

- my cousin JW is comparable to me in crying, but became quieter now. Quieter than FR. And the fact that they used to fight quite often.

- my mum accidentally poured a boiling bowl of pig stomach soup directly onto FR's forehead in malaysia, after giving birth to my sis. And goodness, my mum rubbed her forehead continuously after that, and my grandfather had to tell her to stop. I heard this for the first time, i'm sorry my cousin... =x

- other times in siglap, the very first home in singapore for my parents and aunt's family. Was rented from another person who owned the terrace house.

supposedly lots of these photos, but with my aunt. Would love to see them soon. Meanwhile, i just looked through the ones i had. Lots of memories set in. Maybe because i'm troubled these days, tears just dropped when i saw my 2nd aunt with my mum. She was a very bubbly aunt, and always reminded me of my favourite dish - pig organs soup that time. It's really unfortunate she had to go so quickly, before i had any chance to do my part. I miss her...

projects (almost) over

except a report, that is...


One of my assigned deliverable

for the GIS, i did the add/edit/delete of medical facilities. Then i took up some unexpected stuff, such as login, access control (using FormsAuthentication, a very neat feature in .net 2.0), feedback, etc.

luckily this time round, there were 2 sample projects for viewing. Modifications are always easier than creating from scratch, so development time was drastically reduced.

then went with Nelson for makan at Clementi. This marked the end of all classes; study week next.


was listening to 许茹芸 and
阿穆隆's duet - 男人女人. I tend to agree with this line -

爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈

我却还是学不会

狠心对谁...

Friday, April 18, 2008

1st week of poly term

my life has been undergoing time warps recently. The load of projects and assignments came after the 2nd math quiz, making me quite lethargic, ironically. I'm supposed to gather my energy and work on them right? Those who know me well... know that this is dead wrong. That's why Melvin calls me a slacker, for a reason. shh...


workplace
so, my 'mother school' and workplace was extremely busy for this week. On monday, there were 7 night classes on. Just now, there were 9 night classes. Going to faint for the next 15 weeks...

had new colleagues onboard, and as all army guys know - newbies have to suffer for a while. So Anthony (DIT05) had to man the 2nd helpdesk created for freshies, while the old birds take care of the main helpdesk. He's quite motivated, and i was like him, staying beyond my alloted working hours to finish up things. But i'm been at it for a loooooong time, so my pace is slowing down.


think carefully...
j text-ed me far away from singapore, at another place in Asia. He was apparently going to let go. My friend, if you're reading this entry, remember my words. We friends can advise you based on whatever we heard from you, but you cannot take our advice alone. In the r/s, there are only 2 people. The rest are outsiders. And try not to complicate matters by operating a ferry service. Don't break ba chiu's heart unless your mind is set... i'm sure my friend got my meanings. :)


school
i just received the video clip of myself giving the short talk (an assignment) 3 weeks ago. Not bad... lol.

Natural not??

the long talk just finished today. Zw asked steve a question for the latter's presentation, and steve decided to pay us back by asking 'harsh' questions. At least this 'harsh' word was defined by my evaluator, not me!! But well, we all know at the end of the day, no feelings will be hurt.

was working with Google Maps API for past 2 days, for my GIS project. Quite satisfied with the API references, thumbs up for Google.


etc
my private blog is clocking up posts. I'm sorry if anyone felt offended by my actions, because i prefer to keep love matters closer to my heart. Friends who understand me well will better appreciate my rationale. If you want to read, just let me know.

oh yes, better log down these NEEDS for this summer holiday:

- get a pair of white plastic specs (eww)... or lasik?
- go for dental
- get a hairstylist.. wanna plant some gold strands in my hair

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

dreaming of you

by selena

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
(know I'm there?)
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you(Yes, I do)


I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Corazon
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
Como te necesito
Mi amor, como te extraoo

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
And here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...

Sunday, April 13, 2008

in grief...

(initial post replaced)

ah ger~ bao zhong shen ti... don't cry yourself to sleep again...

i really got lots of private stuff to say... put them in my private area instead..

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

tired

this week is the last week before the poly term starts.

expectedly and unexpectedly, there had to be a "warm up" exercise for the heavier night shifts ahead. A student vandalised a piece of wall, so i decided to help the guys track the bugger down quickly. From my past experience, the longer such things are left to be, the lesser the chances of 'solving' the case is.

i find my night shifts to be extremely exciting since 2 years ago. There is always something memorable every year... lol..

[added]but on a more serious note, perhaps for this incident the club exco should deviate from using corporal punishments or shaming the culprit, but find out the reasons behind the vandalism (be it personal or club related). A forgiving yet firm response echoed out will set the record straight for those who think they can break the rules without getting caught. Without affecting the image of the leadership as well...

20 days to exam. Focus... focus...

Monday, April 7, 2008

IT day

sunday was an IT day.

My shrimps were working all over my tank, including the water surface..


went browsing at Funan, finally bought a decent hard disk casing with one touch button backup. My love remains with Sarotech for their Cutie line. Fitted my spare 60GB IBM Travelstar from my Thinkpad, then the IntelliStor software did the backup job quite well.

The box


For a decent price too, the package won me over

then gy called me to ask about laptops. Discussed with him about his selection, Dell XPS M1330 for an hour! Because i recommended him Sony Vaio SZ series, for about $300 more. Then we did lots of comparison between these 2 and a couple of brands. I think he will end up with the Dell, but i'd would prefer Sony (who don't, lol).


Dell is getting serious this time - 1.7kg XPS at $1999


It's a Sony - SZ series, 1.9kg. Price? $2499


If i have the moolah, i'm taking this - Sony TZ series, calling at $2999.
But the CPU is kinda underpowered...

Saturday, April 5, 2008

facebooking

this week was a busy one. Because of the 2nd MA1312 math quiz. Topics covered were applications of differentiation (those cone, sphere or cylinder questions, you know, plus Rolle's Theorem, Mean Value Theorem, L'Hospital Rule) and integration (definite and indefinite integrals, integration by substitution).

Quiz I's helpsheet

don't know what i'm talking about? That's why my study life is paradoxically tough. I don't think my friends studying private degrees are studying calculus, so they don't have such headaches. Imagine trying to understand mathematics at 25 yo. My hair is dropping faster than it grows.


out of boredom at the helpdesk, i decided to create a facebook account. It's fun, great, and miles better than Friendster. The application integration is simply thumbs up. Having fun with 2 favourite applications, "Friends for Sale" and "fluff Friends". Buying up all the pretty girls... hehe.

today is a slow day at home. Hope to get things moving again tomorrow...

Finished my MNO1001's SSP weeks ago. Earned $3.80...


Bye, Clementi Cinema.